Like crazy/Unmade beds

Like crazy: I love this movie. I have watched it around 8 times. It never gets old, it never will get old either. I adore the characters and the way the actors/actresses play the characters. This movie couldn't possibly bore anyone. If you're into romantic movies that will literally make you cry, I suggest you watch this. You will fall in love with it.

Unmade Beds This movie isn't specifically a love movie; although it does show different forms of love. The quotes in this movie are honestly amazing. I think I've quoted this movie around 100 times, maybe more. I watch this everytime I want to feel good, it literally helps. It's my second favorite movie in the world. i just love everything about this movie. Watch it.

I don't know what's going on with us. I feel like we're making this huge change for no reason. We love each other but it doesn't look like it. We literally just made up and we're going to fight again? I hate that. I really do. You treat me really bad now, I kind of knew this would happen. After I've given you everything from me. Everything possible, you actually are starting to treat me really bad. I don't like that. I love you but man you're pushing me away.

Song of the day: Weebles Fall by Slovo

This has been my favorite song for years. It makes me happy, it really does. If I listen to it I just get in a happy mood. I hate that Slovo doesn't have enough fame. They are overlooked at and no one ever really listens to them. Listen to this. Listen to their music.

I read this today

It's scary how correct it is, but I really love the way it's worded. Here it goes:

Happiness is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it will elude you. But if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.

I made plans with you today and I have no idea why I think you're not going to show up You never do, especially when you agree to it so quickly. You kind of always ditch me, even though it's not just you going. I'm taking other people, of course, but still.. You tend to do that a lot. I should be used to it by now but it's actually a big pain still. Not really the kind of pain that makes you feel like shit, but it's close to that. I just want to hang out again without any feelings getting in the way. I like that. I like hanging out with you without actually liking you. You're still my friend. I just wish you acted like it sometimes. Anyways, I'm really busy this weekend, Friday I'm going with Lily to watch the perks of being a wallflower. It's about time. I have been planning to go watch it but no one ever wants to go with me. Maybe it's the fact that I pick overly emotional movies, but it looks so regardless. Sat I'm going to a show with all my show friends. I'm excited for that because I haven't gone to a show in weeks. I am really excited for that. Sunday I'm going to the movies again. This time we're going to watch sinister. Hopefully everything turns out good because usually when I think things are going to go good, they turn out to be terrible.

I want to disappear.

I don’t believe anyone dies. I have no idea if I sound crazy or not, but I’ve been thinking so much about death lately that it’s impossible to focus on anything else. I’ve got different views on death than most people, and maybe even different views on death than I had a year ago. I feel as if no one really dies. I don’t think it’s possible. Yes, people have been to funerals because someone, “died” and yes they’ve seen the bodies, they’ve seen how lifeless they looked. The body doesn’t really die, I think the body is just abondoned. Whatever caused the soul to leave it made it that way. So obviously everyone sees a dead person. Someone they’ve known for the longest in a coffin. I thought about this for a while. Does the soul really leave though? I mean of course it leaves the body, and whatever else made the person who they were. I think they don’t leave, they leave in a different way. They simply move. I think a person is full of energy, and that energy moves somewhere else. It’s like hibernation in a way. The energy was hibernating inside someone for who knows how long, and when it finally woke up, it decided to leave. The causes of death are just signs of waking up. And when a person, “dies” the soul and energy, wake up, only not really. Lying in a coffin isn’t a place where you go when you die. Being buried isn’t the place that you go when you die either, it’s that moment in life where you actually start living. Whether anyone else knows it or not. Dead things are living things. Living things are dead. Living things are trapped in a body while dead things are all around. In the trees, in the sky, in the sand, in the water, in the air. We’re surronded by dead things, and I think those dead things are what make everything seem alive. A person carrys around energy that has been trapped. The human body functions with this so call energy. And when the energy feels like leaving, it will leave and so will the soul. The human body will be left to rot. Like a home that was never bought, or like a puppy that was left to starve. No one is ever gone, they’re all around us. And we’re all dead while they’re alive. It’s almost scary. I don’t know, I’ve gone mad I suppose.