I used to think before a lot about certain things and now it’s like those things never even cross my mind. I’m not totally obsessed or totally happy when something happens, it’s weird because i could’ve sworn that I’d never be where I am today. I could’ve sworn that I’d be stuck in that same hole for the rest of my life. but i learned that people need space, and if you don’t give them any, they turn mean and angry. I just realized that I’ve moved on from something that i thought would be so difficult but i did it and it’s so weird that I’m able to talk and not feel like I’m totally stuck and attached.